Yesterday Jeff and I celebrated our seventh wedding anniversary. And by celebrate, I mean we hung out on the couch and watched tv. Isn't that so fucking romantic?
No, not romantic. But after 7 years, my heart still swells and aches with love for him. Isn't that romantic? He does the dishes after dinner because I get the most nausea at night...isn't that romance? Eh, maybe not romance but deep love, compassion and strength in our marriage.
p.s. I have a secret. I have been awfully bitchy to my poor husband. I am so moody and one morning I yelled at him because he sent a bottle of mustard home with the neighbors the night before. Didn't he know that I wanted a hotdog with mustard on it for breakfast? I lost my mind and threw a huge fit. Then one day he was teasing me when I asked him to help me bring in the groceries. He said something like, "you never help me when I go grocery shopping." and once again I lost my shit and went ballistic on him. oops! Sorry babe!
I am so irrationally hormonal and moody right now. I go from so happy to so pissed to so sad and back to happy again. The hormone monster is controlling me and sometimes I feel like I am outside of myself looking in. I am thankful though that I have been through this twice before and have returned to normal before. I know it's temporary. I also know that although it is not my fault...it is my responsibility to chill the fuck out. Bite my tongue and keep my perspective.
So I will try. No, I wont try...I will do. Okay, gotta run to watch the inauguration. :D
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
7 years!
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I am with ya sista. Dave said to me one day here is what I need you to do and I lost it and screamed yeah cause I need one more fucking thing to do in my day. He ran and I cried lmao
Happy Anniversary...I forgot to tell you guys that yesterday! Glad it was a nice relaxing one for you:)
Hm, I didn't get moody until about.. oh, two weeks ago. I understand now why women in their last months can be EXTREMELY bitchy. Everything: hurts. heartburn, can't get comfy to sleep, it hurts to sit, it hurts to stand, it hurts to lie down. Can't lie on this side cause your arms go numb, so you roll over and do the same on the other side. Back, uncomfortable..
I find now I cry at the drop of a hat. I'm getting really emotional now. I think it's just, I want this done and over with!
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